greenpeace's rainbow warrior III.
port of tanjung priok, north jakarta - indonesia.
june 2013.

i think i just did something stupid.
something wrong.
something that made someone.. i dunno..

i don't know what i've caused by doing so.
did i disappointed that person?
did i make that person sad? feeling uncomfortable?
or did i make that person mad?
for once, i have no clue.
i have no idea.

maybe i did caused all of those. i know i did.

yes, i'm guilty.
i wish i could push a rewind button, so i don't have to do that stupid thing and keep it to myself like i always did. so i didn't have to caused all those things i've caused.
but, what's done is done.
yes, it's my fault.

i have found a very good friend in this person, with whom i can share my thoughts almost about anything, something that i only can do with only a few selected trust-worthy people.
so, i can't help but to wonder, did i just ruin the trust on our friendship?
for once again, i don't know..

but i hope it didn't. i hope the friendship is still there. and the trust is still there also.

to a dear friend,
(i know i've said this before and you might start to get sick of it, but i'm gonna said it anyway)
i am very sorry for all the things or feelings i've caused by doing that stupid things yesterday.
i pledge guilty.
if there's anything i can do to make it right, i will.
just tell me, so i know...

one thing for sure, i'll always have your back and all ears whenever you need a friend. no matter what.
nyampah is sharing.
sharing is (still) caring.
i hope they still the same.

please don't feel like a fool? because you're not. at all.

am very sorry.
:( :)